Isn't it a little weird, we often spend a lot of time, quite a lot of time of our lives, (atleast I do) cribbing, feeling disappointed, tattered and in a miserable position. Days when your hope fades and promises break, when pain gnaws your heart, or a word chews your brain, when truth tastes bitter and lies tastes stale, you feel the walls closing in on you. And you look around for that feeble ray of hope, a string of laughter, a kind deed, a loving note, warm hug, a handshake or a happy thought. Tugging along with one happy moment you swim across your grief, and yes, at the end of the day you are happy again. :)
I guess, all it takes is an ounce of introspection, a little time for ourselves when we can inspect, arrange, rearrange, discard thoughts. And probably at the end of the day when you snuggle under your blanket, you have something to smile about. One happy thought that saves your day, makes your moment. :)
And I'm attempting to log 100 happy days of mine starting from today, where I can write about one little incident/thought/word or deed that saved me, made me happy. Conscious effort to count my every day and not merely pass. Atleast I would have lived 100 days.. 100 happy days :)
Yes I am happy today, of having to make this decision. I have a bucket list of 50 things and one among that is to write 100 blogposts. Well, I wrote it, but no conscious effort was taken. I guess I just did it today! :) Hoping to strike off all of them soon....
99 days to go :)
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